[Sarah Michelle Cruz]
18||Senior||Blessed||Single||Loved||
When I was really little me and my parents were looking at beds, and there was one set that came with two matching beds. As an only child I said, “Mommy! When I’m married can me and my husband buy this so that we can just hold hands when we sleep?”
And to this my mom replied, “Trust me, Sarah, when you’re older you’ll want to sleep in the same bed.”
“But why?” I asked.
“You’ll know when you’re older.”
LOL.  

When I was really little me and my parents were looking at beds, and there was one set that came with two matching beds. As an only child I said, “Mommy! When I’m married can me and my husband buy this so that we can just hold hands when we sleep?”

And to this my mom replied, “Trust me, Sarah, when you’re older you’ll want to sleep in the same bed.”

“But why?” I asked.

You’ll know when you’re older.”

LOL. 
 

So Lisa See…..

is no doubt one of my favorite authors….and probably even my favorite because of how easily she can whisk you away into a completely different culture and time setting. Especially when it’s my favorite culture she’s always writing about(: 

I cannot wait to get my hands on Dreams of Joy and Peony in Love ONCE I FINALLY HAVE TIME after Jane Eyre and the month of March.

Those are definitely on my birthday wishlist ahah. 

lulz-time:

 
;) don’t click

lulz-time:

 

;) don’t click

Feb 21st at 1AM / via: youcancallmedoctor / op: pleatedjeans / tagged: LOL. / reblog / 33,815 notes

Mr. Fairweather is so silly..

me: It’s ok. You can leave us here. I’m almost 18 and you can trust me. 

Him: …….I don’t know……the people you trust are usually the most dangerous. 

Feb 3rd at 12AM / tagged: LOL. / reblog / 1 note
Mr. Adams: but that’s a big change in you in such a short amount of time..Me: ! Yeahh!! MY EYES GOT SMALLER. It’s when I started becoming Asian. Mr. Adams: Hahaha it started early! Me: and kept growing more and more until the point where I’m learning Mandarin! I guess that’s what happens when you go to an all Asian school your entire childhood.

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Mr. Adams: but that’s a big change in you in such a short amount of time..
Me: ! Yeahh!! MY EYES GOT SMALLER. It’s when I started becoming Asian. 
Mr. Adams: Hahaha it started early! 
Me: and kept growing more and more until the point where I’m learning Mandarin! I guess that’s what happens when you go to an all Asian school your entire childhood.

me and my dad are watching Walang Hanggan and we just got through the Cotillion/Debut scene.

Now I’m like…giddy and freaking out and nervous about mine. HAHHAAH. 

but now I know more how it works!!!

So there is supposed to be EIGHTEEN boys (consisting of dad, friends AND family) who are suppose to give me one rose each. one at a time. And when each guy gives me a rose, we do a quick waltz/slow dance. And then the next guy comes in.

DIDN’T KNOW THAT!

so what happens after? Aren’t those guys supposed to have another waltz partner too?

hahahah

omg….what’s going on.

okay all filipinos unite and help me! the girl who has no idea what she’s doing! :D 

Jan 25th at 12AM / tagged: filipinos. lol. debut. / reblog / 11 notes

I think I need one day where I can for once actually completely girl-out with other girls and wear dresses to Santana Row and get tea and shop and buy stuffed animals and talk about feelings and boys and life and high school and college and friends and the sunshine and ponies and unicorns.

Because I never to that.

EW I AM SO EMBARRASSED. AHAHHAHAHAHHAH ME AND JANELLE BACK IN THE DAY. (I’m in 7th grade and she’s in 8th I think)

[Flash 10 is required to watch video]

signaturre:

HEHHHHEHEEHHHE THIS IS SIGNATURRREEEEE …BUT ACTUALLY IT IS SPLASHOFHOPE

HAHAHAHHAHAHHAH WHY AM I SOOOOOO FUNNNY?!?!?

….

“Brandon in 20 years you’re going to thank me for this video!”

*20 years later*

signaturrrrrrrre: “Ughhhh..”

My Emotional Progression and Critical Analysis Progression of WAR HORSE……

lol cheesy music. Wow I wish I lived here.

ew he’s………wait he’s kinda cute. 

That’s a big new born horse. what the why—

LOLOLOL THAT GUY LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE JENSEN 

wait that’s weird…he really does look like Jensen…awk.

okay.

Are these Irish accents? I miss having my Irish accent!

awww the horseeeeeeeesss. mommy and baby. NO DON’T SEPARATE THEM!

….

corny….

why are you even involved in this no one likes you.

No

what the heck

this guy is a bitch. Shut up. Stop TALKING. Asshole D: 

YOU PLOW THAT FIELD JOEY!!!!! 

WHAT A CUTE HORSE. 

YOU PROVE THEM WRONG!!!!! PLOW THAT FIELD

DON’T SELL THE HORSE WHAT ARE YOU  DOING??!!?!??!

NO…

It’s okay..this new owner is pretty nice…

omg. Great visual effects. This is really cool.

HAHAHHAHA YOU BEAT THAT HORSE.

Aww the horses are friends now.

Omg.

Aw he’s writing.

This is so unfair.

UNFAIR ADVANTAGE.

How is no one getting shot.

Oh wait.

I hate war.

Did they really just kill my favorite character?

what kind of movie is this?? THIS SUCKS</3

Awww oh my gosh the two horses..

How come none of them sound German?

awwww.

Wait what kind of German accent is that? Oh okay this guy is actually good..

Wow this movie is really good. 

Oh they’re doing a great job of incorporating the German mindset into this movie. GOOD JOB AP EUROPEAN HISTORY. You learned a lot, Sarah. You were taught well.

omg. How is he not getting shot?

Oh I want to cry. 

Someone’s going to die.

NO.

WHAT……..

WHY ARE ALL MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS DYING?

Not surprised……….

awww HER ACCENT IS GOOD! She’s so cute!!! She’s like a little Emma Watson!

Is she trying to be German or French?

LOL. THE HORSES<3 

Why are these soldiers so horrible…?

You know, those two boys were just trying to stay safe. THE OLDER BROTHER JUST WANTED TO PROTECT HIS YOUNGER BROTHER AND KEEP A PROMISE. WHY DID THEY HAVE TO DIE. Well the probably would have died in the war eventually……Okay back to the present.

Why can’t everyone just get along?

Stop being so rude to him.

Don’t take his pan.

Yes the little girl is sick, where is your courtesy??? 

Oh they’re french.

I missed that entire scene. 

Well this is sad.

Omg she’s gonna die isn’t she.

WHERE IS SHE

SHE’S GONNA DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH MY.

NO.

oh.

she didn’t die.

the horse. nooooooooooooo. 

THE TWO HORSES ARE FRIENDS. AND THEY JUST PROTECT EACH OTHER. THEY’RE LIKE THE HORSE VERSIONS OF PEETA AND KATNISS. THEY LIVE TO PROTECT EACH OTHER. ALWAYS.

WHOSE SIDE AM I ON ANYMORE?!?!?! EVERY SIDE OF THE WAR IS FILLED WITH A BUNCH OF GOOD PEOPLE FIGHTING FOR WHAT THEY THINK IS RIGHT. WHYYYY.

OH MY GOSH. ALBERT!

They’re going to die.

I hate war.

why.

LOL “US..LIKE ALWAYS.” AAAAAAAALWAYYYYYYYYSSS. HAHA THE TWO MALE VERSIONS OF PEETA AND KATNISS. 

no they can’t kill him.

Someone’s gonna die.

please live.

Freaking out.

DON’T SHOOT DON’T SHOOT

omg they survived.

something’s gonna happen.

NOT EVEN SURPRISED ANYMORE.

I’M DONE.

I’VE LOST ALL HOPE FOR THIS MOVIE.

But wait they didn’t show him die.

maybe…..

but the gas….

These poor horses

Awww this guy cares.

“Don’t name anything that you’re sure to lose.” <///////////3

AW.

NO.

BLACK HORSE WHAT…..

WHAT THE………..

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

YOU’RE BEST FRIEND NEEDS YOUUUUUU.

RUN AWAAAAAAAY.

RUN JOEY! RUN! PLEASE! RUUUUUUUUN.

WTF.

BARBED WIRE1?!?1?!?1/!?!?!?

ARE THEY GOING TO KILL THE MAIN FREAKING CHARACTER OF THIS ENTIRE MOVIE?!?!?!?!?!

oh wow that hurts.

HAHAHHAHAHA. COMEDIC RELIEF SCENE. YES, THIS IS NECESSARY.

lolololololololol the soldiers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg.

awwwwwww.

TWO SIDES OF THE WAR BROUGHT TOGETHER BY A HORSE.

“You speak English good.”

“I speak English well” LOL THE GERMAN.

LOL WOW. GRAMMAR SESH.  

 Awww good thing the English get the horse.

HE’S ALIVE?!?!?!?!?!??!?!! MY HOPE IS REDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEMEDDDDDDDDDDDDD I KNEW HE WOULD LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what?

no.

please.

DON’T SHOOT. DON’T SHOOT. PLEEEEEEEEEEEEASE DON’TTTTTTTTTTT

the whistle!

DDDDD: 

D::::

DDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

OH MY GOSH KEEP WHISTLING….

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

NO DON’T SHOOT.

oh my.

My heart<333333333333333333333333

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy

REUNITED AND IT FEEEEEEEEEEEEELSSSSSSSSSSS SO GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD

why are you even going to bring it to market…

why isn’t he bidding?

omg.

WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!

GRANDPA??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?1

oh my gosh.

my heart.

it’s breaking.

nooooooooo Emilyyyyyyyyy

ALL THAT IS LEFT OF HER IS THE HORSE.

no please

aaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

I’m broken.

I no longer want to——

D:

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

OH YAAAAAAAAAY HE GETS THE HORSE<3333333333333333333333

I don’t like this sepia effect.

oh but wait this is so beautiful.

He’s home

The horse<3

the family.

the dad

the son

THE HORSE

<33333333333

And at the end of the movie…I literally just sat there. Not even moving. The credits rolling. I couldn’t talk. I couldn’t compliment the movie. I couldn’t move. I just sat. As I let the movie set in…..because it destroyed all my emotions.

The movie was SO INCREDIBLY BEAUTIFUL.

oh my goodness.

I can’t even.

I can’t even believe how good it was.

Everyone should watch this movie.

The end. 

Goal of the morning complete: Get back on Insanity

briandubz:

I promised myself I’d get back on my fitness grind during this Winter Break, and today was my first day of doing that.

New Years Resolution # 2: Get fit, and stay fit. 

Day One back on Insanity?

It felt really good to be doing it again, but maaaaaan was I dying the whole time. I’ve definitely lost the endurance and flexibility that I gained when I was doing Insanity during the summer. 

But I accomplished what I wanted to this morning. 

- I got my ass out of bed

- I woke up early

- I pushed through that workout

All by myself man. I don’t have the homies this time knocking at my door on the first day to motivate me to do it. I did it on my own this time babyyy, and that’s good enough for me.

Day Two tomorrow! Another chance to push even harder. 

Happy Monday Ya’ll! 

- Brian; WithHeart

^EXCEPT INSANITY IS DEATH AND GOT ME LEGITIMATELY SICK AFTER THE SECOND DAY.

GLKSHKJSKJGh.

I’m like…scared to start again.

LOLOLOLOL.

I’ll just do the yoga videos or something.

ahahahhahaha. Cos Insanity. By Day 3 I couldn’t even. 

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