I love you

redheartclove:

i-would-have-doubted-me-too:

sparklyslug:

eldrbrennr:

plastic-cello:

bittersuites:

Star Trek.
I lose either my dad or my mum or I get to share a room with Poison Ivy XD I’d settle for that last one. Any way, I’m a badass fucking legend.

The last movie I saw was Iron Man 3…hohohoh.

Haha, same here. That’ll be interesting

the Great Gatsby. 
HA. HA HA HA HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. 

Yup, Iron Man 3 was the last movie I saw. >_> this could be very good or very bad

Finding Neverland
…well, I’m going to Neverland you guys…. ;V

WIN A DATE WITH TAD HAMILTON!!!!!!
HAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHH THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE. 

redheartclove:

i-would-have-doubted-me-too:

sparklyslug:

eldrbrennr:

plastic-cello:

bittersuites:

Star Trek.

I lose either my dad or my mum or I get to share a room with Poison Ivy XD I’d settle for that last one. Any way, I’m a badass fucking legend.

The last movie I saw was Iron Man 3…hohohoh.

Haha, same here. That’ll be interesting

the Great Gatsby. 

HA. HA HA HA HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. 

Yup, Iron Man 3 was the last movie I saw. >_> this could be very good or very bad

Finding Neverland

…well, I’m going to Neverland you guys…. ;V

WIN A DATE WITH TAD HAMILTON!!!!!!

HAHAAHAHAHAHAHHAHH THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE. 

Truth. 

Truth. 

This time I’m going to break out and be free.

Stop needing what I want,

and start wanting what I need.

With my GOD, and my friends, and family….they’re filling up my soul

This is how it oughta be. 

Conversation with God today:

  • (well, 1/5 of it.)
  • Me: But see, this is where I am God. Everyone is walking around me, laughing, they’ve all found there place. And I am alone....sitting here on this bench. Isolated from the world. That’s how I feel.
  • God: My child, you are not isolated from the world. You are right where I want you to be. I will release you back into the world once I am done EMBRACING you. Why not enjoy my embrace until then?
"Love really is the strangest thing. To show love, Jesus let the ones He loved the most murder Him…all so He could rise again and break the veil that previously separated us from God. He died to show love. And yet…when someone doesn’t give us the love and time we think we deserve, we want to break all ties with that person.
And then, we hardly give God the time He deserves from us…..yet He never wants to break ties with us. Even when we don’t see it, He keeps fighting for us."

These are my plans…

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"It is vital to live in the present. Not in the past, not in the future. If you are in two places at once, you’re not really anywhere."

Dream/Vision from God at 7 in the morning (:

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christianback:

justice-5ever:

kobragay:

mohandasgandhi:

si-dramatic:

“You’d think the US government had bigger priorities than treating honors students like criminals, yet here we are” 

Watch this.

holy shit, we’re finally recognized.

Everyone should freaking watch this

Justice is not absolute, humanity needs empathy. I resonate with this, great video.

this needs more notes. 

I don’t ever want you to love someone else, but if falling for someone else is what will bring you back to me, then so be it. 

"Will you love me, even when I cease to exist?"

Submitting to Script for publishing because no one entered for Drama/playwrites...sigh

  • Setting: A small hospital room
  • Cast:
  • Benjamin - 21 years old, junior in college (but in his final year), angry and dismayed at the position of his best friend in the hospital.
  • Sammie K: 21 years old, junior in college, dying of chronic leukemia
  • Setting: lights open on a girl lying in a hospital bed, facing the audience, as Benjamin stands next to her, stage left, staring dismally at the ground. There is a small desk with a vase containing a bouquet of wilting pink and yellow daisies.
  • Benjamin: I don’t want to accept it.
  • Sammie K: (forces a sad smile) I’m sorry.
  • Benjamin: No. I won’t accept it.
  • Sammie K: (tries to sit up, but Benjamin urges her not to try.) Benjamin, you know that there’s nothing we can do right?
  • Benjamin: Why are saying that?
  • Sammie K: (holding tears back, but still smiling) Benjamin, you know I’m not going to make it, right? The doctors say I only have a 20 percent chance that the disease will stop progressing. You’re going to have to accept this eventually—-
  • Benjamin: Sammie, STOP. Stop. Please. Why do you act as though you dying doesn’t matter to me? To anyone? Are you this far gone that you are not even going to try to live?
  • Sammie K: (begins crying) Benji. I’ve been praying. I’ve been praying a lot. Of course I’m afraid, but I feel God saying that it’s my time to go home.
  • Benjamin: No.
  • Sammie K: I felt him say to me last night, “Sammie K, my precious princess, for so long you have tried to die. For so long you have tried to force your coming home into the kingdom. But I never allowed you to die because it was not yet your time. But your purpose is almost complete, and greater is your purpose to come after you come home.” I think it’s time, Benji. I’ve been waiting to die for a long time.
  • Benjamin: No. Stop! How can you say something like that? I don’t believe that you’re going to go home. In fact, I feel God saying right now that it’s not your time yet. It’s not your time yet, Sammie K.
  • Sammie K: Really?
  • Benjamin: Yes.
  • (5 seconds of silence)
  • Benjamin: I really feel God saying that it’s not your time yet.
  • Sammie K: And how do you know that that’s God and not yourself? It’s easy to misinterpret sometimes.
  • Benjamin: Exactly, so how do you know that when God was telling you that it’s your time…just…how do you know that that wasn’t yourself talking?
  • Sammie K: I don’t know it was pretty elaborate, what he said. And plus, I was so fearful before I prayed, and then after I heard those words….I was at peace.
  • Benjamin: I just don’t believe that God would do something like this. Why would he want you to suffer and then die?
  • Sammie K: I’m not suffering. You’re here.
  • Benjamin: Stop. I don’t believe that God wants you to die. Why would God allow something like this?
  • Sammie K: You know, when I was in first grade, my teacher told the class, “Always remember! God created the bee, but Satan created the stinger.” Frankly, I don’t believe that’s true anymore.
  • Benjamin: Why not?
  • Sammie K: Just because we as humans perceive the stinger as evil, doesn’t mean that it is. The bee uses it to protect itself. Its stinger is a gift.
  • Benjamin: But the bee dies after it stings someone, Sammie….
  • Sammie K: (sighs) Yeah, you can see it that way. But maybe the death is meant to be something beautiful.
  • Benjamin: I don’t think you understand what you’re talking about.
  • Sammie K: No, I just think you don’t understand the full story. Think of it this way. When nature dies, it decays. And the nutrients from the decay makes something new grow. A new life. A new story. Something beautiful for someone else to see. But that wouldn’t have happened if the nature hadn’t died in the first place.
  • Benjamin: (Giving up and not understanding) I don’t think anything good can come out of this, but okay.
  • Sammie K: Benji, can I ask you something?
  • Benjamin: Of course.
  • Sammie K: If you had a choice, would you choose to die with me?
  • Benjamin: (taken aback) What?
  • Sammie K: That was a bad question. What I mean is that, when I die, will you please stay by my side and hold my hand?
  • Sammie K buries her face into her palms and starts to shake with sobs. Benjamin grabs her by the shoulders to calm her and prevent her from shaking.
  • Benjamin: Look at me. Hey, look at me. I will be there. I will be there, and I won’t leave you. Even if the worst happens and you leave me, I will not leave you.
  • Sammie K: Thank you. I love you, Benjamin.
  • Benjamin: I love you too.
  • Blackout

Without Love.

  • me: I'm afraid to be in love.
  • God: You should be afraid to not be in love.
  • me: But with love comes pain.
  • God: But without love, comes emptiness and loneliness.
CRYING<3 

CRYING<3