January 2011
thewaterflowsup replied to your post: since I’m in a public rant mood(:
:) i love that! and omg yes i hate it when people are like “you’re so weird” cause it’s like they’re joking but really…. LOL THANKS…….
HAHAHHA omg I love you.
And YEAH I KNOW. They say they’re kidding but honestly they probably think it’s the truth. LOL……..THANKS.
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since I'm in a public rant mood(:
You’re the only guy I’ve ever liked that I can literally COMPLETELY be myself around. It’s been on my mind quite a bit.
There is not ONE guy I’ve liked, not even my ex, who I’ve been able to do that with.
There was always SOME thing that I had to change, at least ONE thing I had to hide…just so that they wouldn’t turn away.
I mean even my ex..while we...
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(500) DAYS OF SUMMER, directed by Marc Webb (2009)
paintedjournals’s request.
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Fear.
Me: LORDDD, Why don't you aaaaaanswerrrr meeeeeeeee?
God: Sarah. I HAVE been answering you. It is your own FEAR which tells you that I have kept silent.
Never expect. Never assume. Never ask and never...
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Every time I see you, Every time we laugh, you...
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"The more YOU are, the more you can be for...
very true. Don’t try to give others things that you don’t have.
Hope, trust….if you don’t have them, how can you give them?
Day Ten: One Confession.
For my entire life my days and choices—-every one of them was basically driven by fear. I mean in the like, spiritual and love choice realm. I run from accepting things…I run from feeling for people…I am always running away and fighting things that matter.
It is only now that I am beginning to really allow God to help me out. And it is working.
I SPENT LIKE FIVE MINUTES STARING AT THIS.
jessalynalexa:
paintmegreeen-:
rnguuyen:
it alternates slapping hands when you look @ the face but when you look @ the hand that’s not moving .. ONLY ONE HAND SLAPS. mindfuck.
Okay, this made me laugh. (=
OMG JUST HOW HAHAHAH.
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Why always rant about bad days when you can also...
Because the past two days have been WONDERFUL.
Tuesday night I woke up from a few wonderful dreams…one of my friend coming home from Taiwan and one of me becoming someone’s friend. Someone I thought I would never have that with anymore. Then I had a dream of healing…and it was AMAZING. I woke up soooo happy, especially after being extremely depressed the day before..
WEDNESDAY
...
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Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life...
1. (= (= (=
2. :XKGDJKJSHKJSHLASFNNAAAHHHHHTOOMUCHACCUMALATION.
I want to inspire people, motivate people. I want...
what I want my life to be about..
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nickchiu:
How He Loves Us [cover] - Evan Loo
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I just want a Jesus Hug. I just want to see God...
(Sorry, warning, PERSONAL rant.)
I mean I’m not kidding…I just want to see Him already…
But it was just now that I heard Him say,
“SARAH I HAVE ALREADY TOLD YOU THAT ONE OF THE KEYS TO LIFE IS PATIENCE….AND YOU SHALL SEE ME WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT. YOU THOUGHT THE SPIRITUAL DREAMS WOULD HAPPEN RIGHT AWAY, BUT IT TOOK ALMOST A MONTH TO BEGIN. THINGS HAPPEN WHEN THE...
I did half of my math...it's 8:26 and I think I...
I miss getting good hours of sleep. (:
I shall do the rest with Cronquist in the morning!!
One of my simple but meaningful dreams last night.
I was at school and there was this big crowd of people and there was someone about to give a speech.
(must have been from watching Obama last night…hahaha)
But anyway
I didn’t care who was speaking or WHAT they were going to talk about because I was stressed and overwhelmed because I had to get to the library to finish my homework.
And in the morning I realized how really...
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Day Eight: Three turn ons.
3. When they’re being cute and wonderful.
2. When boys smell great? LOL
1. Singing to me in a sexy manner.
HAHHAA..okay. these questions omg…
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Now I understand why God gave me that dream of...
It was so that I could be strong, and not weak, for my friend who NEEDS it.
And I thank ALL my wonderful friends for being there for me the past two days. It has meant SOOOOOOOO MUCH. I don’t think I can ever thank any of you enough, really.
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"God shapes you into WHO you are MEANT to be, so...
-Sarah Michelle Cruz
(:
GETTIN' ON MY KNEES PUTS ME BACK ON MY FEET AGAIN....
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Day Seven: Four turn offs.
4. Honestly, spitting in public. That stuff is not cute.
3. A face that is toooo hairy.
2. Being too touchy when it is just not time to be touchy. LOL.
1. Body Odor.
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If I can inspire people to be better Christians...
No matter if each time Satan will attack me to the point where I break down in tears like I did today.
My God is bigger than that.
(:
Doing something tedious? Find a way to make it...
"You take responsibility for YOURSELF."
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But the dream I just had...
I was at the beach and my friend said, “The waves want to pull you and take you in, did you know that?”
And I said, “what..do you mean??”
and he said, “You see Sarah, the ocean represents GOD’s love for us…and remember, an ocean is just a DROP of water for how much He LOVES you……can you imagine drowning in His love?”
And I got scared...
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Hey.
I feel like everything is just slowly screwing me over. I mean the absolute truth is that no one except ONE PERSON ON EARTH actually knows what is going on. And it kills me. Today was crap. I was walking to Latin just listening to God talk to me and all it did was hurt because He was telling me the truth that I never wanted to hear.
All I saw was people who didn’t realize anything. All I...